Nobody remember your great work.

Imma sad. That's all.

All those days of wearing a faked smile. And now, I'm tired of it..

I am a emotional girl, impatient and with high expectations for myself.

If you don't know me well enough, you should just skipped off this post.

Once failure, my confidence has crashed completely.

Lord, why my prayers didn't work? Or was it me, my own fault to blame on?

I often worry so much and put in so much effort,

but what had I got in the end?

Once beaten by the rest, my faith is no longer there.

My back is heavy with burden, pressure.

And everybody said it's normal.

But I don't think so.

Among the failures, I did something great and deserved to be rewarded.

But I didn't..

Now, what I have already done, I have began to look in the other way.

That is, i'm simply useless to do anything right now.

To prove I'm not useless again, my back should be fill up with much more workloads.

And it's easy to say, but difficult to task it on.

Talk is cheap, only action is not.

I shouldn't complain and with God's strength, I'm brave enough to overcome the big waves ahead of me.

And no matter how tough it will be, I'm strong enough to stand up every step I stumbled.

I must.