You don't want me actually, do you?

I heard Lord speaking to my heart.

Guess what He says?..

He told me to stay away from you.

Oh well, I guess nobody wants that to happen too.

I don't wish both of us have anything in between us.

I know you didn't want to. I knew. By the look of your eyes.

I can see what your cold eyes tell me.

But how, everything just happened. What you want me to do?

Sigh. It's just fated.

You know? Sometimes, I wished I hadn't met you.

Sometimes, I wished I hadn't know you through gwyn..

Sometimes, I wished we hadn't.

Sometimes, I wished I was in control of everything.

So my days now wouldn't be such a war-torn.

Yes, you don't want it to happen, neither it's me.

And today, my pretty days were ruined.

Who's fault is that?..

Not you. Cause I can't say it's yours.

Cause I'm confused and don't know whose fault it is.

So okay. It's me. It's me. It's myself, okay?

Human-ships this thing was such a pain. Everything is myy fault, okay?

I just hate the cold stare from you everytime.

You didn't realised it, did you?

Yes, honestly. I didn't know what you're thinking sometimes.

You're just like a question mark to me.

You didn't share your thoughts, your feelings..

As I recalled, you always said nvermind, don't know how to explain.

Like this, how am I going to know about you?

Who are you?

Sometimes, I questioned myself inside my brain.

How is that possible that both strangers can have this thing between them?

I find it odd too. So unbelievable.

My friends talked me out.

I said I'm willing to stay patient, to give you more time.

Maybe things will turn out fine if I put in more effort.

I tried. So hard to get to know you better.

But how come it just didn't work out?

So who's fault is was? Tell me. If you think it's me, go ahead and hate me to the core.

Because, partly is me. I admit. In the text, I was the ONE who let it end..

So I can understand if you can't forgive me.

Well maybe you didn't hate me, you just didn't like me anymore.

Yes, it's true perhaps. Who would want to waste time on this kind of boring people like me?

I believe as time pass, you will just lose interest in me.

Because I agreed to what you have said, I study better.

Actually I don't really, that's all I wanna say.

Because that was your opinion. I couldn't argue.

And in your opinion, I looked dull and boring too.

And therefore, in your opinion, we're TOTALLY impossible.

Still ,I'm willing to try to save it.

My friends knew and told me it's impossible too.

So if you're not putting any effort, why should I ?

If you're not putting effort to make our conversation last longer,

why should I be the one who keep on trying?

If you don't take any effort, I don't have to, cos I'm tired already..

Your expression to me, explained a lot, you know?