One day, I'm going to leave singapore.

I sleep so to kill the remorse feelings, the thoughts about you..

Because it seems like the only medicine in the world.

Was totally inspired by this pic while I was surfing.

Paris is PRETTYY! Love it (: And sorry uhs, s'pore is a total boredom.

Have you ever wish you were one of the california girls sun-tanning at the beach,

sipping on cocktails drink, and drowning yourself in the golden shimmering seawaters?

A silly girl like me do..

How good it will be if I'm attending in one of the college in Europe now. Ahhh..

And how wonderful if we could hang out in the streets, going parties till midnight strikes and ,

driving cars in the highway with blasted music, filling in the air! Hmmm... (:

I could pictured us lying on a patch of green grass in the night, watching stars.

Oh , how great if I'm living in those times..

And the only way to make it happen is to wait and grow up.

Once grow up, almost everything will be possible. Isn't it..?

Well, sometimes stories from storybooks came alive too. And sometimes, it's good for us not to be too reality in life.

Yes, the world has no fairytales. No perfect love. No perfect outcomes.

But we still have to dream big, think wide. And reach out to the dreams we would want.

We always think we shouldn't be naive. As the bigger hope we carry, will lead us to a greater disappointment.

It's right that we shouldn't place ourselves in false hope, but that doesn't implies that we shouldn't have a dream.

Even so, I believe nothing is impossible.

Those who say their dreams are impossible to happen, that's their own way of thinking.

It can happen and it will happen only if we say it will..

And well well well, that lead me to another problem. Uhmm, where should I go after this year?

The Jc's where smart and diligent students are, or the poly where life's not so stressing?

To me, Jc's are tough. Because A'levels are. It's not easy but i'm not saying it's impossible..

It is simply suffocating as you can hardly enjoy your two years of college.

What I've heard was, it was hard to get through.

On the other hand, poly's much relaxing. Not that stress, perhaps.

Even so, we still have to study hard for the enrollment to University. Yeah yeah, so to conclude, nothing is easy.

A good future comes with hardwork and some pain..

Sigh. Nothing is free in this world too.

No hardwork, no results. No results, no brain-you become dumb & useless to people ! No brain, no job- boss also don't want you.

Then become cleaner but who would want to be that?

So remain jobless lor.

No job, no money. Sigh. No money can lead to two things, no boyfriend, girlfriend and no mansion (big house), big cars- cause who would want a jobless and useless partner?

No bf or gf, no marriage. No marriage, no happiness. No happiness, no life.

And readers, complete that by yourself? Life is yours. Not mine :)

So I got to workhard hard. Life plus money is a scary issue. They can turn you to a rubbish that is kick out from the society.

I don't want to become like this. So pathetic.

Who don't want to drive a sports car, live in a mansion and being serve like a princess or prince?

And living their days with no worries and comfortably?

I would want to live like that, driving a sports car of my own. So what about you? :)