I am tired. I cannot fix it.

I am about to shut down when she said ,

and the photo of you both on the beach.

I was earlier debating with myself whether to post today or not to.

I knew I had not blog for quite some time as due to my packed schedule.

And today wasn't awesome, was spoilt by some truths told by a friend.

She was a nice girl but the whole thing I had heard was not at all pleasant.

I couldn't been more upset.

Frankly, i couldn't pretend we had said nothing today when deeply inside, I cared.

And worse come to worse, I feel like I have been cheated.

Those are my feelings, which contained purely my pride and dignity.

And right now, I'm left with nothing. Just like an empty shell you picked by the shore, it is EMPTY.

I could barely feel nothing right now, all numb and sore.

Perhaps was due to the repitition of your uncared-ness towards me and with some toppings of your lies.

Thanks for telling me all this, girl.

With my sincere thankyou.

Your truth had made me realised I had blindly gave my heart to someone who didn't cherish me at all.

So this person isn't worth my tears even if I feel like crying over this matter.

How silly am I.