Friday, April 8, 2011

Please don't ever ignore me, darling.

















I'm trying to be a better person.

Though today's oral went smoothly. Erm, no.. Correct me, it went well indeed ! :)
Thank God for that. He's great you know? Ha. You don't know.


Mmh, I really have no mood for anything funny today.
Emotionally. I'm not good.

I'm just having a thousands feelings and thoughts about stuffs which were totally absurd.
And I think my life have getting senseless day by day..
HUH.

I think.. I think.. I'm goin to break down soon.
Just came back from night study. Took bus home and nearly fell asleep.
Grouped with gnie and SM. Totally had a great day.
But night study session wasn't that productive..
Had intended to finish up all the weekend homeworks today,
however we had to go to help out in the beginners' guitar grp. Sigh.
And evrything ended bout 430pm. And it was already SO late. :/


Went to had our dinner and when we made our way back to sch, it was like,
Oh. my. gosh. 615pm.
):
So TIME wasn't enough for us to complete the stuffs we wanted to.
How mad I was actually. But then,
aiya.. what can we do ? Nothing right?

Exactly ! So I had to torture myself again to wake up early tmrw.
To finish them. Duhh.

Almost everyday is so tiring. I wanna dieee.
Came back so late all because of those remedial lessons we had.
They're good, you know.
But I believed sometimes, we're just tired off by the work..



But .
Aiyaa. It's okay la, yanting ! cheerr cheer, stay positive !
I shall not give up.



But yeahhh, talk is cheap. I had already feel like throwing everything aside, and take a break.
The thing is, I couldn't.
I can't see myself losing out at this critical time.
Everytime I remind myself of the countdown for trial exams
I will be like what..?
Trial exams are coming just in less than twenty days. Ughh !

Oh. my. I simply wanted to faint. Seriously.






Goodnights, guys. I think I had to turn in soon.
Perhaps my fingers were tired too and they don't have any more energy to type anymore.
Have a nice weekend, don't faint like I do. Ha ha, I didn't lah .

I wished I could blog more things, but my brain seems to forget the things easily.
Maybe I'm losing my energy , that's why I couldn't remember them.


Hands stop.
Brain shut !
Eyes closed.
Lights out !















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