Melody of love can go out of tune too!

Hang in there, girl. All these hardwork will be worthwhile!

Hey there. I'm in the midst of trial exams now. BOOKS AND NOTES.

What for? Oh, they're for revision. HA.

OOH, pressure is crashing onto me.

A broken heart is like

A broken mirror

It is better to leave it broken than to

Hurt yourself trying to fix it

Well, I have already let it go. Why can't you?

I've said and promised not to force things ahead , so we both won't have to suffer.

In the text,

You said okay with a smile, didn't you?

Then. Now what? You said you couldn't let me go..?

):

I don't wish to see you hurt..

I believed you wish for me too.. So

why say couldn't let all these things go and let nature take its course?

why couldn't you let destiny decides the two of us? why not then?

Sigh.

Please don't miss me. Please, we shadn't force it since we both take no effort at all.

I love you, my friend (:

I do.

Oh well, monday's labour day! Woohoo.

It's great, isn't it? I will have one extra day to revise, yay! ;)

Hmm. Who invented labour day?! Heh, Thanks so much!

Praise the Lord for everything.

All those papers went smoothly because of Him!

I managed to finish them on time. I hope I will do well this time..

Let's cross our fingers, ha ha.

Because God you lives, I can face tomorrow :)

Because You lives, all fear is gone.

Because I know, I know you holds my future.

And my life is worth living

Because You lives.

A few years back, I wanted to die. so badly, i'm serious.

But it was God, who make my life interesting.

It was Him, who gave me back my life. who bless me abundantly. who loved me

WHOLEHEARTEDLY.

UNCONDITIONALLY.

Without him, I would have die..perhaps in a car accident or something..if you had read my blog two years ago.

I probably would have jumped or slit myself.

But in the church service, it was Him who saved me with His words.

Through the pastor's preaching.

They touched me, and awoken me from my stubbornness of suicide.

He made me realised that my life is precious.

my life is worthy.

my life is worth living even though at times it was toxicating and unbearable.

Also, he made me realised that I was stupid in some sense that..

Hey, why would I want to end my life! You know? something like that..

And I was happy today. Even recently there's so much things happening.

There was.. bad and yeah, good stuffs..

But, I appreciated God for his blessings and watch over.. I was.

Often, I told myself to remain positive beacuse God is with me all the times!

He was such a wonderful God, do you know?

Indeed, he was.

:)

And..

lastly, this is a song for my day!