Have I?

Sometimes, I wanted to ask myself why am I feeling in this way.

Hello, readers out there. (:

How's life? Still great?

Umm, mine's perfectly fine. :]

well , school is going to end soon. All those big big exams are officially over! Hurray for that, yea?

:)

Oh yes, results. Oh, badly done . I guess there's nothing to comment about that now.

Cause what was done can't be undone .

It is the fact. So , face it.

Yeah, i'm back for blogging. Well, life is all about stories, isn't it?

Ya, so I have my own life stories too ..

Hence, I will try my best to post them up here .

Nov & Dec's hols is coming soon , so ya I guess there's much more stuffs to blog about, uh? :)

Hmmmmmmm , I reallyyyy don't know whyy ..

Why i tend to feel sorry, upset or down for other people ?

Honestly, I'm a person who can't control her own feelings .

It's sick and tiring .

To ramble on these kind of things over and over again .

But, on the other hand. Why am I feeling regretful and jealous.. somehow??

What's this man?

Is this how a teenage should live? In confusion and fustration?

I am getting more and more emotional these days and it's hard for me .

*Phew! I tried going into twelve hours of sleep , but again, it's useless..

What a headache! :(

Upon seeing this person, having his own difficult time, I wish I could help him out.

Help him to go through those tough times ..

Help him to stand up again ..

Help him overcome all those obstacles ..

But can I ?

I was staying up late at night yesterday, and I began to think .

He must have been very upset and depressed about it .

Though he might appeared to be strong and had never shed a tear in front of all the people,

But I knew, inside of him was sreamming out aloud , reaching his hands out, hoping to get some help .

And there he is, lying on the footpath . He seems so weak ..

And there I am, walking pass him .

I heard your voice yelling out loud , deep in your heart . But why did i choose to ignore it when i actually can help this guy to stand up?

Yes, I know. What i had wrote , seems so ridiculous . Just like a exaggerating drama story.

But yes, this was what happened.

If he happen to read my blog, I just wanted to say , " Be strong , boy. Don't fall that easily, I'll be there to catch you when you fell. "

-I hope that one day would come along .